The Bachelors Lauren Bushnell Didnt Want to Do Spin Off with Ben Higgins. When Lauren Bushnell and Ben Higgins returned to the small screen for yet another reality show just a few months after getting engaged on TV, she had her reservations. I didnt really want to do it, to be honest, Bushnell, 2. PEOPLE exclusively in this weeks issue of the former couples Freeform reality show, Ben and Lauren Happily Ever After, which premiered last October just a little more than six months after the season finale of The Bachelor. I wanted to move on with our life and just have a moment that was just about us, she adds. Bushnell and Higgins, 2. Happily Ever After I was like, I can still do it. Theres so much love there for one another. If I can get through The Bachelor, I can get through this no problem at least we get to spend time together, she recalls. Watch Death Note Episode 32 English Dub. But that was a really high stress situation. I didnt feel like I got the support that I needed when we were filming that just from everyone. Jamie KripkeOne thing the show brought back The painful memory that Higgins famously told both finalists Bushnell and Jo. Jo Fletcher that he loved them during The. Bachelors Fantasy Suites episode. That was rehashed again, says Bushnell. I felt like we were stuck in this place that happened seven months ago that I was trying to move forward from. There were certain situations I didnt want to continue talking about, she adds. Season 7 of HBOs Game of Thrones premieres this Sunday, giving you just enough time to figure out where to place your bets in your death pool and how to watch the. I understand people want to know these answers, but at the same time I really wanted to make this relationship work. For more from Lauren Bushnell,pick up the latest issue of PEOPLE, on newsstands Friday. At the time, the show provided a platform for Higgins, who made moves to run for the Colorado state legislature as a Republican before ultimately backing out. But according to Bushnell, neither she nor Higgins were ready to be surrounded by cameras again. I dont think either of us were craving another reality show or having cameras around us at all times, she says. Running for local office was something that he did really want to do, and I wanted to be supportive of that aspect I was trying to be supportive of his goals and dreams, and if that meant having to do a reality show for four months I told myself, Its not ideal, but I can do it. Jamie KripkeFROM PEN The Bachelors Nick and Vanessa on Where Their Relationship Is Headed. Watch Babies Online Freeform' title='Watch Babies Online Freeform' />Ultimately, however, it wasnt as easy as she had hoped, and Bushnell admits she experienced a sense of isolation while filming the Freeform spin off. I felt very alone, she says. It was the weirdest thing. Looking back, I wish I could be like, Thats why it didnt work out but I think it was just a very abnormal situation and one that unfortunately didnt work out. I mean, we tried. We went to couples counseling. We continued that after the show and I went to personal counseling. The Shark Tank Season 7 full episode guide offers a synopsis for every episode in case you a missed a show. Browse the list of episode titles to find summary recap. I feel like we gave it everything we could, just at the end of the day, it didnt feel right anymore. With AURELIE CORINTHIOS. Shark Tank Episode Guide Season 7 Full Episode List. Shark Tank, the critically acclaimed and multi Emmy Award winning reality show that has reinvigorated entrepreneurship in America, returns to ABC for its ninth season. The Sharks tough, self made, multi millionaire and billionaire tycoons continue their search to invest in the best businesses and products that America has to offer. The Sharks will once again give people from all walks of life the chance to chase the American dream and potentially secure business deals that could make them millionaires. Continue Reading.